Dear Sb,
My wedding to Tim will happen soon and somehow I feel there's something missing... I have known Tim all my life, I have always loved him, I should be so happy about it and I can't be. I have tried. But when I speak about it to my friends, I have to fake a smile to make them believe I'm so happy. The truth is I'm not. And I don't know why. Tim obviously adores me. And he is happy for sure. Why can't I be? What's missing in my life? If only I knew...
You told me you were married once... What did you feel at that time? Were you as nervous as me? Did you have doubts?
Maybe my feelings are normal... Maybe I'm just getting cold feet.
Anyway, I'm very happy to have a friend like you, a friend who I can tell everything to... I wish we'll always stay that close... But I guess Tim wouldn't like that very much...
Take care SB, yours sincerely, Dorothy.